WHY. I hate this so much, The range of emotions flowing through my body right now is ridiculous, Part of me says fuck it just be happy, Then another is like how can you be happy right now when the world around you is turning to shit? Then the other side is screaming “YOUR TURNING 18 SOON GET FUCKING EXCITED AND JUST PUSH THROUGH THIS”. But when you have nothing to occupy yourself with how do you get by ? When no one makes effort to help you be occupied you feel a little worthless, Yet another emotion. 11 days left.